The purpose of my question is not to cause you pain. However, you are most likely heading down a dead end road that is only going to get worse. You have said for years, "I'm praying this situation will turn around."
Yes, there will be small glimmers of hope. Your enthusiasm is ignited only to then be blown out by your ministry leader or the team around you. Ministry has become a job and a daily grind. Creativity has stopped.
Many are merely living to exist on a daily basis. This situation is not healthy for you, your family, or the church you are attempting to serve. You have made valiant attempts to stay in the game but it may be time for a trade. I have often seen damage done by people clinging on to a ministry position too long after they know it is time for a transition.
We tend to look inside and ask ourselves, "What's wrong with me?" Although it could be as simple as you being the right player who is on the wrong team, it may be that you have fulfilled what you were supposed to accomplish for this assignment and God has another one for you. If you're married, ask your spouse. They typically have seen the need for a change long before we have.
I know, the big question is, "Where will I go, what will I do?" This is what I call the "Tarzan Effect." You have to be willing to let go of the first vine in order to swing to your destiny on the second one. Otherwise you end up being stuck, hanging between your comfortable past and fear of the future. Relax and trust the Spirit of God that is leading you.
I'm always intrigued how God works things out through my personal walk and as I have walked with friends through their transitions. Think about it. Your obedience will have a "domino effect" on churches and ministries you have never heard of.
As you take the next step it opens the door for the next person God has waiting to come in. As one steps out it opens the door for another person to fulfill their position. Are you getting the picture? It goes on and on to effect multiple layers of ministries and churches.
Take some time, dig into your Bible, and rest in His presence to allow His will and direction to be made clear in your life. Remember; never make life-altering decisions when you are in the valleys of life.
Climb out of the difficult situation you are going through first. When you have made it back up on top of the mountain, you are in a much healthier perspective to make a career change. Then, as God directs, take the leap of faith.
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